i know you don't even read these things but at least i can write down my silly little feelings when i feel them. i miss you doll. you're 803 miles away and i miss you. you're busy. i know. college. i wish i was there. college. what a dream eh. i stare at my phone everday before i go to sleep and i listen to sappy songs. i cry. swollen eyes. look what you did. so, i concluded that i'm going to get my heart broken for the first time...from you. what a thing to look forward to huh. but, for now...i'll be hopeful. i'll be so hopeful that things will work out and we'll be there for each other, no matter the distance. just call me once in awhile. tell me how you're doing. let me hear your voice on the other line. it makes everything better. so, in case i forget, thanks for a blast. it was great.